Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Batu








20/10/10


Hey..hey..lame dah rasenye x update blog..
sorry la sebab cik kiah teramat laa busy sejak 2 menjak ni..
menteri2 pun x busy cmni..buat ape ntah..hehe..hmm,..al maklum laa sekarang nie dah jadi senior kn?..cewah! bangga plak! padahal dalam hati ni berdebo2 je tiap kali kaki ni jejak ke kolej! hisshh...

okey! okey! cukup! cukup! ..hmmm,korg pernah tak rase macam kepala ni di hempap batu yg teramat laa besar..?? mesti x selesa kn? sakit! tp,x taw la npe kepala ni rase berat sgt2..
overload ke?? nak kata tadi hujan, terang menerang jer..tah laa.. klo bleh nk je mintak tlg sape2 alihkn batu tu..
tapi ape kan daya,hidup sebatang kara..family jauh,aweks jauh,balak jauh,
suami jauh,sumer ah jauh..yg ade kat cni kawan2 kolej jer..sedih betul..
klo laa dorg faham ape yg ku rase skrg ni..kan best..

Monday, April 19, 2010

Not a giveway post







hellow..

So I'm alive. I read you. I heart you. And I will have my giveaway once I can go shopping. I will be a better bloggy buddy when I don't have a mountain of work.

Not a giveaway post
I know I said I'd have the giveaway ready today. But I have strep throat. And i has a double ear infection. It's not good times at our house.But its so painful..It's make me not in mood..

And my giveaway is going to include some of my favorite things but right now my favorite things include , panadol, my pillow, and bed..ZZZzzz....

So stay tuned..

Monday, April 12, 2010

Cara-cara nak cover malooooo...

1. Kalo tersepak batu: Jangan terus bangun, sebaliknyer anda baring dan terus berguling-guling hingga jauh dari perhatian ramai...lepas tu baru bgn bila takde orang nampak..

2. Kalo terjatuh beskal: cepat-cepat naik beskal anda semula dan jatuhla lagi sehingga berkali-kali supaya orang ingat anda saje-saje buat lawak...

3. Kalo terjatuh tangga: terus bersilat seolah-olah anda dirasuk atau sedang berlawan dengan makhluk halus...

4. Kalo terjatuh dalam longkang: pungutlah sampah yang ada sambil marah-marah dengan suara yang kuat, pasti orang menyangka anda seorang yang amat prihatin terhadap kebersihan....

5. Kalo jatuh ketika nak naik bas: jeritlah kuat-kuat.."oi! apa tolak-tolak ni?" walaupun tiada orang di blakang anda....

6. Kalo terjatuh di dpn bus stop: terus buat-buat pengsan sehingga ada orang membantu anda..kalo takde..baring terus sampai malam dan takde orang lagi kat bus stop tu...haa...ni lah masa sesuai untuk bangun semula....

7. Kalo jatuh tergelincir kat lantai licin: tarik la kawan (atau sesiapa yang ada kat sebelah anda) untuk jatuh bersama-sama supaya tak lah anda sorang je yang dapat malu...ye tak?....

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

1st day in the ward..

6 April 2010..

penatnye keje kat maternity ward,..huh!!ramai lak patient bersalin harini..baby pun ramai yang cun2 and handsome2..hehe..geram je nak cubit pipi dorang sume..hehehe..tapi nasib baik la minggu ni keje kat ward..next week keje kat klinik doctor..

1st day keje dAh kena marah dengan doctor..hampeh betul..padahal nak transfer patient kat bed jer..doctor said: please careful when you want transfer patient..SRN,you all must supervise them..dont let them do this without your supervision..bla..bla..bla......
macam la aku x taw pape..hish...lepas je kena marah,aku dgn azi terus bla..haha...
byk lg kje lain nak buat..

tapi kat maternity ward x byk sgt procedure,yg byk kat dalam labour room..kat ward just de valva swabbing,supervise mother to give breast feeding..tu je laa..hmm..but its ok laa..
petang tadi aku sempat la buat tour 1 hospital dengan CA ward tuh..baru la tau lab kat ne,farmasi kat ne..medical record..klo x,aku wat dek jer..klo kne g bru lla cbuk tanye orang kat mane..hahha..

Monday, April 5, 2010

POSTING..POSTING..




5 april 2010

1st day at selangor specialist...


Tempat srategik laa,KFC ade,Pizza ade..hehe..hospital ni kat seksyen 20..
agak besar tp xde la busy sgt pun..environment pun ok laa..
huh,minggu ni direct keje petang..adoi..mmg x best laa..cz balik mlm..
sure penat sangat2..=(..tapi ape2 pun tetap kene keje baik2..hehe..cz nk full kn contact hour yg x penuh lg tuh...so kne la keje hard..tapi yg x bestnye,partner keje pulak bt hal..hampeh!! camne nk bt kje sme2?adoii...x ngam lak tuh..x puas ati laa..nk mintak tukar for sure x dapat..problem..problem..mggu ni keje kat maternity ward..busy tuu..adoi..
cmne nih?helh..help..nk bg taw bos besar(parents) malas lak..nanti risau lak dye..
anyway, hope harini xde ape2..harap sgt sumenye bjalan dgn lancar..AMIN...

Friday, April 2, 2010

EXAM A.K.A AZAB..


2 april 2010..

last paper utk sem ni,oncology...huh!!lega cz dh settle sume azab kat dewan exam..
ONCOLOGY??mesti x taw kn menatang ape tuh!! oncology is the study of cancer..
kirenye sem ni memang aku superb la pasal cancer..ceh..ngade2 lak..kejap je 4bulan tggal kat bukit kempas johor bharu ni,mcm2 pgalaman pahit and manis sepanjang kat cni..hostel kena rompak la,xde air laa,kene pindah rumah laa..mcm2 tp lastly habis jgk 1sem kat cni...
next,praktikal plak..hopefully all will be fine and under control..

Sem ni 2bulan praktikal,2mmgu CHN..aim,nk penuhkn contact hour..hehe..




Thursday, March 18, 2010

My Bufday..20years..






17 March 2010

Dah lame rasenye x update blog..
semalam bufday aku yang ke 20.. hehe,dah tua aku ekk.. ramai la jgk yg wish,thanks ekk semua.. happy sgt2.. kwn2 pun de buat surprise party hmm best taw tapi klo buat kenduri lagi best..hehe..
nway thanks for all..
love u so much!!



Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Leona Lewis - Better In Time Lyrics






It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, No one?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I realized
That I really didn’t know.

If you didn’t notice
You mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I will be OK.

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeah (It’ll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that’s the past (I believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it

If you didn’t notice
Well you mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
Oooh turn up again (All I know is)
I will be ok

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve too oooooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there’s no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I’ll be fine without you
Yes I Will

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I’m gonna smile cos I deserve too yes I do(It’ll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
yeah Ooooh oooooh (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
Going to smile cos I deserve too Ooooooh (It’ll all get better in time…..)



wednesday


tunggu lift pun kene berebut..






macam2 jadi harini...
anataranya:


1. presentation madam esmee 2. ukur uniform baru 3. bus


sampai kolej pkul7.45 terus g cafe n tapau nescafe O,klo x sure mate ni x bleh celik luas2.. cz ngntuk,kelas lak air cond mmg sejuk,cam kat oversea..ceh..kuat btl berangan..presentation madam esmee sampai tgahari..boring sgt,madam ni expert detect student yg tido time dye bg explaination..hebat kan??sape yg kantoi tu mmg agak nazak la nk jawab soalan dye..terpingga2 x taw..



petang..
tailor dari nilai dtg untuk ukur uniform baru..hehe...tp x taw la bile leh dapat uniform tuu..
group aku kn besar 160 student..makan mase yg lame gak la bju tu nak siap..anyway tggu je laa...janji dapat..tp tailor kali ni lain macam sket,ukur mmg fit sgt,risau jgk t x boleh pakai..
klo tbe2 berat naik cmne??huh,so kne maintain la berat skrg..x boleh mkn byk sgt..t x muat lak uniform..haha..seksa btul la..




pkul5,balik ..time ni semua org dah x sabar2 nak balik umah..cz dah penat n mgantuk..
tbe2 lecturer cakap 2bus je yg ade,yg lain datang lambat..pe lg,berebut laa kteorg nak naik bus.. tbe2 time tu bleh plak aku,nana,n mary bleh salah naik bus.,.haha..kariwale r!!cepat2 turun then naik bus lain..nasib baik sempat...haha..

Monday, February 1, 2010

How Do I Live



How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be

Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you’d take away everything good in my Life

Without you
There’d be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me

And I
Baby I don’t know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive
How do I, How do I
Oh how do I live…

If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don’t you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive
How do I, How do I
Oh how do I live…

How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby…

How do I live..

Friday, January 29, 2010

The way of life..




A second,a minute,and how, a day goes by, I'm hoping just to be by yourside, I'm turning the handle, It won't open.. Don't make me wait, cause right now I need yoursmile, When life had locked me out, I turned to you, So open the door.. You're all I need right now it's true.. Nothing works like you.. A warm bath,a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart. I've tried it but they all leave me cold. So,now im here waiting to se you. My remedy for all that's been hurting me.. You seem to know the way. To turn my frown upside down. You always know what to say To make me feel like everything's ok..... from somebody..(??)

Monday, January 18, 2010

Me,myself and I..

why i feel like this???
Me, myself and I, what could this mean? Last night I was looking straight at the stars. They’re quiet, it is weird because they always tend to talk to me. The moon looks at me, but it's doesn’t say anything. What is happening? Am I not interesting to them anymore? I dislike this situation, I want to talk to them, I want them to be my secret-holders..
i can act like everything is ok..I always do,but I just can only do it for so long and i really don't know for how much longer i'll be able to keep this up..People may say whatever they want..I give up!!
millions of tears..it's not means that i don't care though,my heart is breaking as i'm typing this and i can't hold back the tears but i realised that i'm not living anymore..i'm slowly dying..in so many ways..I don't expect anyone to understand the pain of living with only memories..i don't know for how long i will be like this..i lost something that i really need in my life..why it's happen to me..??today,i'm still can survive eventhough he not beside me,because i think life must go on whatever it is..

Sunday, January 17, 2010