Friday, January 29, 2010

The way of life..




A second,a minute,and how, a day goes by, I'm hoping just to be by yourside, I'm turning the handle, It won't open.. Don't make me wait, cause right now I need yoursmile, When life had locked me out, I turned to you, So open the door.. You're all I need right now it's true.. Nothing works like you.. A warm bath,a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart. I've tried it but they all leave me cold. So,now im here waiting to se you. My remedy for all that's been hurting me.. You seem to know the way. To turn my frown upside down. You always know what to say To make me feel like everything's ok..... from somebody..(??)

Monday, January 18, 2010

Me,myself and I..

why i feel like this???
Me, myself and I, what could this mean? Last night I was looking straight at the stars. They’re quiet, it is weird because they always tend to talk to me. The moon looks at me, but it's doesn’t say anything. What is happening? Am I not interesting to them anymore? I dislike this situation, I want to talk to them, I want them to be my secret-holders..
i can act like everything is ok..I always do,but I just can only do it for so long and i really don't know for how much longer i'll be able to keep this up..People may say whatever they want..I give up!!
millions of tears..it's not means that i don't care though,my heart is breaking as i'm typing this and i can't hold back the tears but i realised that i'm not living anymore..i'm slowly dying..in so many ways..I don't expect anyone to understand the pain of living with only memories..i don't know for how long i will be like this..i lost something that i really need in my life..why it's happen to me..??today,i'm still can survive eventhough he not beside me,because i think life must go on whatever it is..

Sunday, January 17, 2010