My Bufday..20years..

17 March 2010

Dah lame rasenye x update blog.. semalam bufday aku yang ke 20.. hehe,dah tua aku ekk.. ramai la jgk yg wish,thanks ekk semua.. happy sgt2.. kwn2 pun de buat surprise party hmm best taw tapi klo buat kenduri lagi best..hehe..
nway thanks for all..
love u so much!!

Leona Lewis - Better In Time Lyrics

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, No one?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I realized
That I really didn’t know.

If you didn’t notice
You mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I will be OK.

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeah (It’ll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that’s the past (I believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it

If you didn’t notice
Well you mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
Oooh turn up again (All I know is)
I will be ok

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve too oooooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there’s no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I’ll be fine without you
Yes I Will

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I’m gonna smile cos I deserve too yes I do(It’ll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
yeah Ooooh oooooh (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
Going to smile cos I deserve too Ooooooh (It’ll all get better in time…..)

wednesday

tunggu lift pun kene berebut..

macam2 jadi harini...
anataranya:


1. presentation madam esmee 2. ukur uniform baru 3. bus


sampai kolej pkul7.45 terus g cafe n tapau nescafe O,klo x sure mate ni x bleh celik luas2.. cz ngntuk,kelas lak air cond mmg sejuk,cam kat oversea..ceh..kuat btl berangan..presentation madam esmee sampai tgahari..boring sgt,madam ni expert detect student yg tido time dye bg explaination..hebat kan??sape yg kantoi tu mmg agak nazak la nk jawab soalan dye..terpingga2 x taw..



petang..
tailor dari nilai dtg untuk ukur uniform baru..hehe...tp x taw la bile leh dapat uniform tuu..
group aku kn besar 160 student..makan mase yg lame gak la bju tu nak siap..anyway tggu je laa...janji dapat..tp tailor kali ni lain macam sket,ukur mmg fit sgt,risau jgk t x boleh pakai..
klo tbe2 berat naik cmne??huh,so kne maintain la berat skrg..x boleh mkn byk sgt..t x muat lak uniform..haha..seksa btul la..




pkul5,balik ..time ni semua org dah x sabar2 nak balik umah..cz dah penat n mgantuk..
tbe2 lecturer cakap 2bus je yg ade,yg lain datang lambat..pe lg,berebut laa kteorg nak naik bus.. tbe2 time tu bleh plak aku,nana,n mary bleh salah naik bus.,.haha..kariwale r!!cepat2 turun then naik bus lain..nasib baik sempat...haha..

How Do I Live

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be

Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you’d take away everything good in my Life

Without you
There’d be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me

And I
Baby I don’t know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive
How do I, How do I
Oh how do I live…

If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don’t you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive
How do I, How do I
Oh how do I live…

How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby…

How do I live..

The way of life..

A second,a minute,and how, a day goes by, I'm hoping just to be by yourside, I'm turning the handle, It won't open.. Don't make me wait, cause right now I need yoursmile, When life had locked me out, I turned to you, So open the door.. You're all I need right now it's true.. Nothing works like you.. A warm bath,a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart. I've tried it but they all leave me cold. So,now im here waiting to se you. My remedy for all that's been hurting me.. You seem to know the way. To turn my frown upside down. You always know what to say To make me feel like everything's ok..... from somebody..(??)

Me,myself and I..

why i feel like this???

Me, myself and I, what could this mean? Last night I was looking straight at the stars. They’re quiet, it is weird because they always tend to talk to me. The moon looks at me, but it's doesn’t say anything. What is happening? Am I not interesting to them anymore? I dislike this situation, I want to talk to them, I want them to be my secret-holders..
i can act like everything is ok..I always do,but I just can only do it for so long and i really don't know for how much longer i'll be able to keep this up..People may say whatever they want..I give up!!
millions of tears..it's not means that i don't care though,my heart is breaking as i'm typing this and i can't hold back the tears but i realised that i'm not living anymore..i'm slowly dying..in so many ways..I don't expect anyone to understand the pain of living with only memories..i don't know for how long i will be like this..i lost something that i really need in my life..why it's happen to me..??today,i'm still can survive eventhough he not beside me,because i think life must go on whatever it is..

belog aku..

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